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Strange as it sounds i work at a daycare and love it but at times when i see the little ones extremly happy i feel angry at them for it.. I never show anger or anything to them i keep it all in my thoughts.. But my son passed away and i was abused by my mother snd put down by her why do i hate happy children??????
It probably isn't normal to feel anger when you see happy kids. But you lost your son and that's the hardest thing a mother/father can go tho. So yes your goin to be mAd cuz your thinking why my son, why couldn't he be happy like the others. And you also had a ruff life growing up. Life isn't far and some times there are no reasons why stuff like that happens but you must be happy to see others around you living life and be happy what you have, instead of dwelling on the past.
I am very sorry for your loss.
Im Jenay and I'm 16 . I hope this helps,
I suppose children are just children. Try some crunches, take deep breaths and relax. You can't hate, but if you do that's your business.
Um, okay, first if it continues, quit your job and secondly, you lost your son, that has to play some part in it. i can't imagine what you must be going through and though I don't condone your feelings toward "happy children", I feel that your not exactly a freak for it. You said you were abused by your mother, again that plays a part in it. The fact you know those factors are involved show that you have common sense on your side and that you're not totally gone. I mean this kindly, talk to someone, anyone about it. And if you haven't grieved for any of these problems you have experienced, then grieve. You may feel jealous that you never had a happy childhood or that your son never got to have one. I wish you best of luck.