Is it normal to get aroused when my puppy licks my fingers or face?

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At the time I believe my mothers dog was older than one year, and she would lick my face and fingers and i’d get a tingly feeling down there, at the time i was 15, turning 16 and i let her (the dog) lick my fingers just so i can test myself and see if i didnt feel anything down there. I know some of us have tried to let their dog lick them down there and i have when i was 14 with my dads dog, but this was different, my moms dog was a puppy and i was 15-16, i wasnt committing a sexual act just a test of my own control, at the time i knew it was wrong to have a dog lick u down there and i know this time i wasnt letting her lick me down there either but i still felt so wrong and she was a puppy, i knew it was wrong doing it so i stopped 2 seconds in and immediately shut down, i felt so wrong cause i was 15 and shes a puppy, she didnt know she was licking my hand to so i could see if i could control my arousal, shes almost like a baby. i shouldve known better from my past experiences, i feel so disgusting like a dog pedophile or something, shes just a puppy and i felt like i abused her even though all she did was lick my hand. I acted on my thoughts and i feel so disgusting that i even thought i should test myself, i’ve hit my dogs in the past whenever they did something wrong but i stopped and now i try and keep my cool whenever they shit in the house or something but now i feel so worse now that ive done this to my moms puppy because i feel like i’ve gone to my old abusive and disgusting self, i dont know if therapy could even help me because now i feel like my therapist couldnt even tell me anything that wouldnt make me feel like a dirty dog abuser. I can forgive myself the first time i did it with my dads dog but now i feel like when i look back on this im gonna feel disgusting and shitty

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  • HideMike
    2 years ago

    I want to watch

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  • [Old Memory]
    3 years ago

    Think about how dogs greet each other and im sure the arousal will go away.

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  • flowerfairy
    3 years ago

    It’s totally normal to have a reaction (like arousal) to a pleasurable sensation. It might be surprising or unexpected what triggers it, but everyone has unique things that feel amazing to them, and it doesn’t say anything about you as a person what sensations you find pleasurable.

    I also think it’s natural to want to experiment and see if the arousal would happen again or if it was voluntary or involuntary. You didn’t do anything harmful to the puppy, or force it to do anything. I don’t think you did anything wrong, but it seems like you feel you did. The important part is that you felt bad about what was happening, so you stopped. You are not disgusting. You stopped and listened to your own moral compass, and that is what matters, not the past.

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