Is it normal to find vaginas weird looking. i am straight.

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I am 21 year old virgin. I've been watching porn for more than 10 years. This month I became paranoid when I started analyzing the vaginas of girls. I thought they looked weird. I used to have no problem getting boners from watching girls fingering themselves. Then as I mentioned I started to analyze the biology of vaginas. Now I have a paranoia.

I don't find male asses attractive. What turns me on is a hot girl sucking a dick, imagining that it is me that is being sucked on by her. And when I watch porn I fucus on girl's ass/face or tits instead of her pussy.

I would rather kill myself than be gay or asexual. I've been wanting women since that day I was born. I want to be fascinated by vagina, I want to find the most sexually attractive part of a woman, yet I can't.

Am I normal?

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  • NotVeryNormal
    7 years ago | pl

    Everyone is turned on by different things. There's nothing even remotely unusual in not being turned on by the sight of a vagina.

    However, I strongly doubt you were sexually attracted to women when you were one day old. And there's no need to talk about wanting to be dead rather than gay. If everyone felt that way, you'd be spending your day walking over an awful lot of dead bodies.

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  • VirgilManly
    7 years ago | pl

    Watch out for the ones with teeth.

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