Is it normal to finally realise that man should be non-Christians?

I'm going to continue being Puritan until I never stop believing again, despite slavery from my parents, all I need to do is stay away from them, and all I need to do is continue with authentism, to be real, sticking to something, and if I get a headache I blame the people with mental health issues for helping me on the journey of that doctor's fucking bullshit!