Is it normal to feel thoughtless and speechless most of the time?

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It's been a while since I noticed I have got absolutely nothing going on in my mind.Everything I see,hear and do is just boring or annoying and doesn't concern me.
And it's getting hard concentrating and putting sentences together.
When I talk I sound like a fifth grader.
I feel extremely demotivated,as if there isn't any reason at all for me to do anything.There are no thoughts in my mind,just music and sometimes a buzzing noise.And if I so much try organizing my thoughts,in a coherent way,they just become chaotic in a split second and get overridden by music and a screeching noise in my head.In case you are wondering,it took me about ten minutes to type this.All of this makes me want just stay silent in my bed staring at the ceiling avoiding all kind of noise except for the screeching/buzzing nasty noise in my ears.It all started about a year ago after noticing I was being stalked.And spied upon for no particular reason.I have the certainty there is somebody sping on me.And It makes me wanna just stop doing anything different from laying in bed cause I think I'm supposed to do things for myself my life is not a show!I keep myself from even talking about this to anyone cause every time I try I get terrified.Because I also know whoever those people are,they have been at it for quite sometime.I don't hear voices I just get fear rushes out of noises I hear produced by somebody nearby who's probably unaware of me hearing those noises.So I find myself to be thoughtless and speechless.
So,Is it normal?Why am I even typing this,you are just gonna think I got completely nuts,just like everyone else.

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  • Mindy
    12 years ago | pl

    Meh, I don't think you're crazy. Those things are normal, but the level at which you described them do sound like this is out of the ordinary though.

    It could be that your environment is genuinely boring and you are simply reacting accordingly (being overly sensitive, being surrounded by boring people et). Some of your 'symptoms' might also simply be the result of insufficient rest if you have been sleeping poorly...all of your symptoms point towards something in common which is a decrease in energy. Maybe you are entering some kind of depression (lack of pleasure and motivation) and/or are anemic (i.e. many symptoms of depression can be due to a mere biological imbalance) or have an otherwise underlying disorder behind all this.

    I do not mean to sound rude however, and this might not even be the case at all, but is there a history of mental health problems in your family? You describe anhedonia (lack of pleasure), decrease in motivation, inattention and what sounds like disorganized speech or thought disorder. From what I know these are all symptoms of schizophrenia, but it would be far, FAAAR too rash to decide that you have that (and people get diagnosed with worst-case scenarios ever so often). How old are you as well?

    Anyways, don't take me too seriously, I'm not a mental health professional or anything. I am just thinking about possibilities. Please talk to someone who might actually have the credentials to tell you something 'real' based on your symptoms. It could be something to actually worry about, or it could really be just a phase.

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  • Trismegistus
    12 years ago | pl

    I know It's just my neighbours. Maybe they need another knife warning.

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  • Vyzr
    12 years ago | pl

    I feel the same way, but the buzzing sound isnt all the time and i've never been stalked.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    i agree with valkeer about acting out of fear, nothing good can come from it, you need to seek help now

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  • dafattyfat
    12 years ago | pl

    I'm exactly like this, cept i've gotten into the case of i can't actually move out of my bed and i'm extremely tired constantly.
    i'm waiting for a hospital opp.
    i suggest you go to a doctor, not so much a phycoligist.
    don't let it go on, or it'll get a hell of a lot worse, and try to keep yourself busy doing mindless stuff, which you don't have to concerntrate on.

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  • Trismegistus
    12 years ago | pl

    Yeah sure.Don't act out of fear,act out of terror.
    Whatfuckingever.

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