I had no job , wasn't doing too good in college, and jus tried to escape reality by being a beach bum , and all I looked foward to was to spend time with my love at the end of the day and it would all would be all right, with me atleast. Now upon our last talk before she broke up with me after a very emotional talk. I cried, she cried. She said she wanted to cut all ties with me and hated me,but she also said she would consider taking me back if she seen I changed and made progress with my self. I kinda am skeptical that she will take me back. I kinda jus believe she said that to have like a "light" break up and not break my heart into peices at once. I am willing to change for her ill do anything that I can for her at made that very clear to her .you guys don't know how much this girl means to me. I never thought I would be all in love and stuff, she really grew into my life and is a big part of what I am and hope to become. I came from thinking she was just gonna be some little puppy love highschool 3 week relationship type thing to where I am now thinking I feel like i need her in my life. even after a day of not being w her i feel I made progress right away. I got multiple job interviews and job offers. I decided to stop drinking and lay off the herb. I'm planning in takin things more seriously. I really want to prove to her i can change myself. I want her in my arms once more and forever.
I just want to know if it's normal to feel and think this way? It's only been three days without her but it feels like forever. I know she's my first gf and many ppl will say there is plenty fish in the sea , it will be okay youll find some one else, blah blah blah ,but I just want to catch that certain little first fish that I've had for so long again. so much that I don't care about all those potential fish I may catch at all or come to me.
good story. i thinlk life is a game and there are wins and losses,most people can win ok but they dont know how to lose, thats where they get caught in a bad place. i think you can lose well so you have won! you will win i can tell
Is it normal to feel this way about a girl and have hope?
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I had no job , wasn't doing too good in college, and jus tried to escape reality by being a beach bum , and all I looked foward to was to spend time with my love at the end of the day and it would all would be all right, with me atleast. Now upon our last talk before she broke up with me after a very emotional talk. I cried, she cried. She said she wanted to cut all ties with me and hated me,but she also said she would consider taking me back if she seen I changed and made progress with my self. I kinda am skeptical that she will take me back. I kinda jus believe she said that to have like a "light" break up and not break my heart into peices at once. I am willing to change for her ill do anything that I can for her at made that very clear to her .you guys don't know how much this girl means to me. I never thought I would be all in love and stuff, she really grew into my life and is a big part of what I am and hope to become. I came from thinking she was just gonna be some little puppy love highschool 3 week relationship type thing to where I am now thinking I feel like i need her in my life. even after a day of not being w her i feel I made progress right away. I got multiple job interviews and job offers. I decided to stop drinking and lay off the herb. I'm planning in takin things more seriously. I really want to prove to her i can change myself. I want her in my arms once more and forever.
I just want to know if it's normal to feel and think this way? It's only been three days without her but it feels like forever. I know she's my first gf and many ppl will say there is plenty fish in the sea , it will be okay youll find some one else, blah blah blah ,but I just want to catch that certain little first fish that I've had for so long again. so much that I don't care about all those potential fish I may catch at all or come to me.
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good story. i thinlk life is a game and there are wins and losses,most people can win ok but they dont know how to lose, thats where they get caught in a bad place. i think you can lose well so you have won! you will win i can tell