I think its normal. I strive for those deep feelings. I try to literally pull them out of people. Usually when we're both alone in the car or something. Most of the time I end up having these sort of conversations with my parents. I have deep feelings often. Music makes it grow. When I listen to my music, I could just melt in my thoughts.
But for some reason, for as long as I can remember, I'm always hoping to engage in a deep conversation with someone. And nobody ever wants to talk about anything meaningful! They all just joke around, or they always seem like they're in a hurry or just talk about normal things like how their day went. NO!! I wanna get deep into your soul. I wanna know what you're feeling. I wanna talk about something that we'll never forget. Something we'll always remember we talked about that was so full of meaning.
I can never have just a normal, regular conversation with a person, "Hey, how are you?" without seeming awkward, because I long to talk about deeper, more meaningful things. Its so annoying!
Most of the time I sound like a bimbo because nobody ever wants to talk about things that actually matter. I mean, I go on and on and on about pointless stuff most of the time, because nobody initiates anything to jog these profound thoughts. And if I try to start it up, they simply don't wanna talk about it, or they blow me off like, "Yeah... well, okay. So What are you doing tomorrow?". It sucks. But yes, the feelings is intense. And its normal.
Is it normal to feel this way?
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I think its normal. I strive for those deep feelings. I try to literally pull them out of people. Usually when we're both alone in the car or something. Most of the time I end up having these sort of conversations with my parents. I have deep feelings often. Music makes it grow. When I listen to my music, I could just melt in my thoughts.
But for some reason, for as long as I can remember, I'm always hoping to engage in a deep conversation with someone. And nobody ever wants to talk about anything meaningful! They all just joke around, or they always seem like they're in a hurry or just talk about normal things like how their day went. NO!! I wanna get deep into your soul. I wanna know what you're feeling. I wanna talk about something that we'll never forget. Something we'll always remember we talked about that was so full of meaning.
I can never have just a normal, regular conversation with a person, "Hey, how are you?" without seeming awkward, because I long to talk about deeper, more meaningful things. Its so annoying!
Most of the time I sound like a bimbo because nobody ever wants to talk about things that actually matter. I mean, I go on and on and on about pointless stuff most of the time, because nobody initiates anything to jog these profound thoughts. And if I try to start it up, they simply don't wanna talk about it, or they blow me off like, "Yeah... well, okay. So What are you doing tomorrow?". It sucks. But yes, the feelings is intense. And its normal.