Is it normal to feel this way?

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I want to love someone with my whole heart but whenever I met a guy? I simply want to turn my back away on them, if I they like me! I don't want to be alone though but my instinct is telling me to "Get away from them!" It's not that I don't like them.It's just!I have this feeling that I want to be alone (I know, it's pretty sad but don't blame me). I fancy men a lot, but I just want to live in isolation. Maybe I'm just afraid of getting hurt? Afraid of what will our future are going to be like? It's like a phobia that creeps in my body and soul. Am I afraid to love? Am I just a coward? I just don't know why I feel this way! I never been kissed.I never been on a date. I definitely had no boyfriend. A lot of people question me on why I'm not on a relationship or they will act surprised especially my friends. They're all like," You never had a boyfriend!" my reply is just a simple "Yes!" And in that moment, I feel sad and incomplete. I felt like an empty box. I want to love someone! To cherish them with my whole life! Give my everything! But why? Am I still afraid to be in this type of situation??? Why Do I feel like this? I just don't understand, and I feel completely miserable.

I just want to be happy with someone but something inside me is stopping me.

PS. I'm 19

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  • Harrypottergymnast
    7 years ago

    Is there anything that has happend to you to make you feel this way? Not trying to be mean i only said it wasnt normal because i am worried about you, see someone about it and talk about it, it will make you feel better, i promise

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  • Ellenna
    9 years ago

    Is there nothing in your past to have caused you to be so fearful?

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  • ucipher8
    11 years ago

    Give me a break you are 19. If you really want one person for the rest of your life you can stop with me, ill stay faithful even after romance.

    Thinking twice about settling for just one person now?

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Eventually, you will find the right guy.. I really hope so. just give a few guys that like you and you like a chance, it could go bad but you'll learn from the mistakes and try again (:

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