I am 30 year old female. I use to be very sexual. Now I stay up nearly all night every night, just so I don't have to lay near my man while he is awake. Because I don't want him to try to have sex with me. It's not that I want to with hold sex from him. I want to please him. But since the past 2 to 3 years I want nothing to do with sex. And even when I'm like yeah let's have sex tonight, I feel like I'm being raped. I'm not, I agreed to it and I want to please him. But it makes me feel bad, sad, dirty.
I don't know why I started to feel this way and I wish I can change it. I use to love sex. I want to want it again.
I hope stuff starts to go better for you, and hopefully I can make you feel just a little less alone or weird.
IIN to feel scared of sex
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I am 30 year old female. I use to be very sexual. Now I stay up nearly all night every night, just so I don't have to lay near my man while he is awake. Because I don't want him to try to have sex with me. It's not that I want to with hold sex from him. I want to please him. But since the past 2 to 3 years I want nothing to do with sex. And even when I'm like yeah let's have sex tonight, I feel like I'm being raped. I'm not, I agreed to it and I want to please him. But it makes me feel bad, sad, dirty.
I don't know why I started to feel this way and I wish I can change it. I use to love sex. I want to want it again.
I hope stuff starts to go better for you, and hopefully I can make you feel just a little less alone or weird.