Is it normal to feel nothing?
Is it normal that I've never really had friends?
I used to have a couple and I didn't like them much, I suppose I didn't feel a real connection. I have a few friends that died and I felt a bit strange when I was told, but I don't care beyond that.
I don't have any great desires for anything, any career, or family life. I just like eating and I like sleeping and dreaming. I like dreaming because it's interesting. I don't think I can live a normal life like this, though.