I felt really exactly the same way you did, everything similar, I wanted out because I seemingly had accomplished life, I didn't care for my family when they cried or died, I only felt good when partying with my friends, I never wanted to be born, I was rejected because of my high IQ or skin color and the only reason I didn't want out is because I wondered if there was an afterlife. I am a huge video game player and I was playing this game called Metal Gear Solid. At the end there is an Irish song, this song is called The Best Is Yet To Come. I looked up the lyrics and gave it some thought. After that my mind was settled, I know that my life is not exciting, but I can change that, I know it feels like I've accomplished everything, but that's not necessarily true. I formed a goal for myself, to travel the world and promised myself that I would first see what it has to offer and then I would decide if it was time to end myself. My point ? You never know what tomorrow will shape up to be, form goals, explore, discover, there is so much out there, you have to think outside of the box, make new experiences and hopefully when some years have passed you will have changed your mindset. I only wish you the best of luck and to have an illumination like I had last year...
Is it normal to feel next to nothing and be tired of life at age 18?
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I felt really exactly the same way you did, everything similar, I wanted out because I seemingly had accomplished life, I didn't care for my family when they cried or died, I only felt good when partying with my friends, I never wanted to be born, I was rejected because of my high IQ or skin color and the only reason I didn't want out is because I wondered if there was an afterlife. I am a huge video game player and I was playing this game called Metal Gear Solid. At the end there is an Irish song, this song is called The Best Is Yet To Come. I looked up the lyrics and gave it some thought. After that my mind was settled, I know that my life is not exciting, but I can change that, I know it feels like I've accomplished everything, but that's not necessarily true. I formed a goal for myself, to travel the world and promised myself that I would first see what it has to offer and then I would decide if it was time to end myself. My point ? You never know what tomorrow will shape up to be, form goals, explore, discover, there is so much out there, you have to think outside of the box, make new experiences and hopefully when some years have passed you will have changed your mindset. I only wish you the best of luck and to have an illumination like I had last year...