Is it normal to feel like this with white women? (so good!!)

well this is my 1st post anyway i am mix with white and black my mom is white and my dad is black but anyway (again)i love white women i dont know why but i started liking them since i was 13, i find them highly attractive but i also like mexican women too but white women the most but the problem with me is that i go crazy when i see a white beautiful women it just make my whole body shake and say ooo you are so good!! it like my cousin she gave me a lady gaga poster cause she knows that i love lady gaga anyway i wake up every day and kiss her (the poster) but everytime i kiss her i'm like wow white women are so good in a sexual way i dont know why but can anyone tell me the problem? i want to know is it bad or what and i am asking is it bad that i like white women like that? and i love the white women arms also i dont know why but everytime i see a white women arms i think of water and i dont know what my problem is so can anyone tell me what it is?