You don't know what you want to do, so find out. Better that than nothing, or continuing to wallow in self pity. If you like writing or films try that - even if they don't result in a career it's a learning curve, an opportunity to meet people, to gain confidence that you lack. Sometimes the best lessons are extra-curricular. Think of it as self-improvement, that is something to strive for, and each step where you think to yourself "I wouldn't have had the guts to do that a year ago" is a little success, a little reason to be proud.
I know exactly how you feel, but it's all a matter of perspective. You're only a failure if you allow yourself to continue to be unsatisfied and unfulfilled. Use your frustration as drive to achieve something. We're still so fucking young, there's so much to do and see!
Is it normal to feel like I've failed at life (at 19)?
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You don't know what you want to do, so find out. Better that than nothing, or continuing to wallow in self pity. If you like writing or films try that - even if they don't result in a career it's a learning curve, an opportunity to meet people, to gain confidence that you lack. Sometimes the best lessons are extra-curricular. Think of it as self-improvement, that is something to strive for, and each step where you think to yourself "I wouldn't have had the guts to do that a year ago" is a little success, a little reason to be proud.
I know exactly how you feel, but it's all a matter of perspective. You're only a failure if you allow yourself to continue to be unsatisfied and unfulfilled. Use your frustration as drive to achieve something. We're still so fucking young, there's so much to do and see!