Is it normal to feel like i unintentionally creep people out?
I'm the quiet kid so naturally people must think I'm weird. My only friends are people from the internet so of course I'm weird. However, ever since I've moved to college, I've been kind of forced to be a little more social. Lately, I've been a little more insecure about people's thoughts, specifically I've been insecure about how I'm generally perceived. This led me into thinking that I'm generally perceived as creepy.
First off, I don't act normal because I avoid eye contact with people even if I'm talking with them. I do this because I don't feel comfortable looking into sometimes eyes for a long period of time, especially if I try to mask an emotion.
Secondly, I sometimes follow people unintentionally! I swear I don't do it on purpose but sometimes the person walking in front of me just so happens to be going to the same place I am! I don't know if they notice that I was right behind them on the way there but I try to avoid them at least a little while after that.
Third, I don't look the best and I don't know if my smile is creepy. I don't get as much sleep as everyone else so I usually have bags under my eyes and I don't take that good care of myself so I have some acme on my face despite being 19. I don't know if my fake smile is creepy either because I don't know what exactly makes a smile creepy or not.
So yeah, I'm starting to think that I've been unintentionally creepy my whole life and I just didn't know it. I even read an article about this topic: https://www.inc.com/bill-murphy-jr/10-things-extremely-creepy-people-do-usually-without-realizing.html
Reading this article has conceived me even more, there could be a strong argument made that I have a odd smile, I sometimes laugh nervously at inappropriate times, I might show too little emotion irl, I might show too much emotion over the internet, and I might be too friendly.
I will never know if what I'm saying is true, but is it normal to think this way? Is the fact that I'm even concerned in the first place make me creepy by default? Have a mentioned something in this wall of text that's definitely creepy? Is the fact that I do unintentionally creepy things make me dangerous because it's entirety unconscious, thus I should put an end to my life before anyone gets hurt?
I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.