I am in the VERY same situation. I AM AN ADDICT! I wish I weren't but I am. I've hurt so many including wife and teen boy. She divorced me but let me back home after seeing me bout dead on my own. I'm clean now-barely!
I can NOT stand myself! What kind of man does the things I have done while high. And being high ain't no excuse becuz I KNEW what I'd do everytime I got high!
But, we MUST strive to pick up our lives and get better. We are worth it, I suppose. I wish I could punish myself and move on but it never helps. Pray for self-acceptance and go to NA or AA meetings, they do help, I promise. I know He doesn't want us this way, we have suffered enough!
is it normal to feel like a complete failure?
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I am in the VERY same situation. I AM AN ADDICT! I wish I weren't but I am. I've hurt so many including wife and teen boy. She divorced me but let me back home after seeing me bout dead on my own. I'm clean now-barely!
I can NOT stand myself! What kind of man does the things I have done while high. And being high ain't no excuse becuz I KNEW what I'd do everytime I got high!
But, we MUST strive to pick up our lives and get better. We are worth it, I suppose. I wish I could punish myself and move on but it never helps. Pray for self-acceptance and go to NA or AA meetings, they do help, I promise. I know He doesn't want us this way, we have suffered enough!