Is it normal to feel guilty about being depressed
I’ve been dealt a really good hand in life. I don’t feel like it but I know I’m objectively good looking, intelligent, personable, charming, athletic and whatever. My friend and family are amazing, loving and supportive. Ive never had to face any adversity in my life. On paper my life is perfect. So...it makes me feel like a real piece of shit cause I’m blowing it. I wanna be happy and optimistic for the people who gave me so much, but I just can’t seem to. I just remain as wasted potential, squandering ever opportunity put in front of me. There’s so many under privileged people in the world who would have done anything to be in my position. If I could have traded places with them I would cause I’m just a waste of resources.
I hate myself for hating myself.