Is it normal to feel euphoria when you are the center of attention?
I don’t know if this is a normal human reaction or just the fact that I’m an attention whore but whenever I’m in a group of people and they’re all looking or talking about or generally paying attention to me I feel euphoric. It feels like I am on drugs. Usually it results from me doing something stupid and hurting myself. You know, some people think it’s funny, some people are worried, but I don’t know. It’s just like I feel so good I don’t even care or even think about getting seriously hurt. One thing just builds on top of the other and I swear to god I’m gonna end up killing myself one day. But at the moment I don’t really care if I die as long as people are looking at me. Not that that matters to me normally but in the moment I just go crazy and feed off of it. I don’t know, it might be a normal thing or some weird complex of mine, or a mix.