IIN to feel depressed/unhappy and even suicidal because i am single??

Believe it or not, there is a girl out there who will find you attractive. A tall blonde person, that doesn't sound ugly at all. Ignore what your friends say and try to live your life. I'll tell you a little something about myself that may provide you with some insight. I'm 17 and a virgin, but I still live my life and have some self-confidence. The reason that my spirit isn't crushed is because I know that there is a girl out there who will appreciate a guy like me, just as there is a girl who will appreciate you. Going out to clubs isn't the best way to meet women unless your intention is to lose your virginity by anonymity. The moment will not be magical, it would just be a moment in time when you gave up something that could never be returned to someone who probably won't even remember it. My suggestion would be to distance yourself from your friends and focus on meeting people who care about you. Go to places where other women are sure to have the same interests as you. Once you see a girl that captures your eye, try to establish a conversation with her. There are plenty of women who are in the same situation as you. I'm sure that someday, the moment will come when you meet a wonderful who will see just how much a good catch you are. Peace.