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I sometimes just want to lock myself up in my room and just let everyone forget about me. I feel like no one understands me and my life. So what, i dated a girl, so what i used to cut myself, so what if i'm not a size 0. So what if i have family porblems..just why can't anyone listen to me?
Trust me when I say that you're not the only one who feels alone in this world. I feel like this sometimes. But here are somethings that keep me going. I look in the mirror and repeat to myself that I'm attractive and that some girl will marry me someday. It keeps me going and gives me a good perspective on life. Trust me, we all feel lonely but there are people in this world that care about you. I don't know you but I'm happy that you are alive.
Why doesn't anyone understand you?
Why can't they listen to you?
Could you explain yourself a little more, so that we can understand you, because we are listening to you and we've replied to your question. We are all eyes here.
At least there are people in your life though. You know, the ones you said that you want them to forget you. Some of the people on this site don't even have those kinds of people, so you are amongst the lonely here, people will understand you.
U can always find someone to talk to if u have any kind of Internet access too. Hell I've adopted a lot of girls from the area we live in n they all call me mom as well as my grandkids! But when my grandson turned 5 his momma had to exlpain a book I gave her that shows the development of life from inception. Now he knows that Josie is his cousin n not his sister n he calls me grandma now so hopefully Josie will too soon cuz they know I'm their grandma n who their mama is but all the kids call me mom so like I explained to my girls they're just copying what they hear n they're all healthy babies n toddlers n now a little kindergartener. My grandson was sent home from his 3rd day of school for going after a fellow student, who was bullying him, with a fork cuz he loves the movie 'Chucky' n wanted to b just like him n kill all his classmates! But that come from the ignorant father that he has who isn't quite all there as a real person just a big baby raised by his grandparents who didn't discipline him as he should've been cuz his mother turned a blind eye n he still to this day tries to get her approval that he's never gonna get cuz she doesn't care for her son just her daughter. But I'm getting off the subject of the lonesomeness n I even get lonely at times n want my space n my music cuz I listen to what my daughters do, mostly dance, hip hop n alternative music. I keep to my music n sometimes it keeps me up n sometimes depending on the day I've had with my grandkids it can bring me down with all the work I have to do cuz when I almost died I had a new appreciation for life as I know it. It's a new time for me to live what I want to do n I'm back to being a happy person without the psych drugs they had me on before for so many years. Now I'm medicine free almost.
It's always normal to feel alone n all isolated at times. I've raised 4 daughters n they all had their ups n downs n went thru puberty feeling alone n 2 of my daughters carry scars from cutting on their arms n legs as they needed to alleviate the pain they felt. Pain that I was totally unaware of cuz I was bi-polar n not on medication till I was well into my 30's but all of my girls r good girls graduated from being home-schooled with diplomas not a GED like I had to get cuz I dropped out of school at my sophomore year due to drugs and party's all the time n condoned by my mom thank god that he gave me a mom to party with n keep me out of trouble for the most part. She's been thru cancer twice n beaten it both times n I've beaten cancer once n a rare infection that the drs told me most people don't live thru but we r a strong Irish/German stock of a female family line. My half sister had 4 girls n her first daughter had a boy 5 years after my first daughter had a boy n they both had it with the one who they lost their virginity with n her second daughter had 4 girls who r highly intelligent but all of us women r n we haven't married but for love. I'm helping my second daughter raise her first daughter n she's gone to college n held 2 jobs down with a lot of help from mom n dad! My first n third daughter n nieces were all cutters. They r very well adjusted adults now so I don't see anything wrong with alleviating any pain u may feel in any way u need to relieve it except for suicide cuz that's God's job, to decide when ur life is done.