Is it normal to fantasize about sex with my father in law?
I am 22 years old. My husband and I moved in with my father in law a few months ago. I was initially attracted to my father in law when I first met him years ago, but now that I know him better I am turned off by his personality. I have thought he was a perv for a while and that was part (though there is much more than that that annoys me) of the turnoff. However, recently I've just become sooooo horny. My husband doesn't fuck me that much and I don't think I'm that bad looking (I'm 5'5, 125. I have kinda saggy titties with big nips but they're pierced and I have kinda a cute lil bod and my face is not bad.). Also the sex with my husband is pretty boring because he is not kinky and I really am. I always thought that older men going after girls my age was gross, but lately, maybe because I think it's wrong, I can't stop thinking about it. All day yesterday I masturbated while my husband was at work and my father in law was in the next room. I was masturbating to the idea of fucking him all day. I read stories about father in laws who fucked their daughter in laws with the husband's permission. I want to flirt with my father in law but I am afraid that he will think I am inappropriate. I know he likes younger girls (my age) but he has never really showed any interest in me and has even made some comments that he's not into some of the features I have in women for himself (ie I have tattoos). Recently he told me I look hot in my boots, and that's like the most he's ever said to me and it made me want more. He is in his 40s and says he hasn't had sex in over 10 years. He really doesn't seem to look at me, but he does talk about sex way more than I think is appropriate for a father in law. It's inappropriate, but it's not like directed at me, so I really don't know his feelings about me. I really want to know if he's ever thought about having sex with me. I don't think we would ever have sex (I would if I had my hub's blessing), but I would really like to know if he thinks about it and if he wants me. This morning I got the nerve to try to put my titties out as much as possible as they were hard after the shower but I ended up just feeling stupid and I don't think he noticed. How can I tell if he wants me? Now that it's in my head, I just want nothing more than for him to jack off thinking about me. I want him to see my body. Do you think he'd like to hear me having sex with his son or is it gross cause it's his son? Do you think he'd like to hear me masturbating or watching porn? I almost wanted to act like the headphones accidentally came out of the computer when I was watching porn yesterday so he would hear for a second, but I was too afraid. I also kinda wanted him to hear me masturbating while I was thinking of him yesterday and he might've heard my breathing but I doubt it because I was too afraid to let myself be a little louder. Should I try to let him hear this stuff?