Is it normal to fantasize about murdering yourself?

I don't mean fantasizing about suicide, but fantasizing about being a different person who hides out in your house and then smashes you on the head with a hammer or something when you come in from work.

Not gonna lie, some of the most satisfying day dreams I've ever had.

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  • I fantasize about killing myself every sunday morning. (in Israel its sunday, not monday)

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  • You probably have some inner demons, per say (I'm not trying to get religious, Atheists; calm down, it's a figure of speech). Try to talk to a professional, maybe you just have a tortured mind.

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  • I do that, I just got done with a walk, but while walking I'd imagine a man coming behind me and start cutting me and raping me, but I enjoy those thoughts, it turns me on. Then while he starts to rape me I'd surprise him and start to be sexual back, pleasure him to no end. I've always wanted my husband to be some insane serial killer, that's completely psycho, but at the same time will never hurt me... I'd be his partner in crime.

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  • That's very violent. I'd bet that most people like themselves too much to imagine having their head bashed in with a hammer. Do you hate yourself?

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