Is it normal to fantasize about god?
Not specifically the Christian God.
I follow Kemeticism and believe in ancient Egyptian deities and myths, and it's not uncommon for a kemetic to perform a sex ritual with a partner or something, but what about having a sexual desire for one or more of my female gods? Is that dumb? Am I special? Can I somehow incorporate it into my regular prayers and practices?
Most importantly, would you consider it normal?