Is it normal to fail 2 road tests and be this worked up over it?

Would I not get what I had coming to me if I fail my exam today because I spent last night on this site instead of studying?

I didn't book my road test until I was confident I could do everything perfectly and I passed first time.
You just need sufficient practice and to chill out when you take the test and do everything the textbook way.

I guess my answer is:
It's not normal to fail 2 road tests, but it is normal to get worked up over it