Is it normal to everyday wish...
That everyday I want to be back at my worst in regards to my eating disorder?
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That everyday I want to be back at my worst in regards to my eating disorder?
I know how you feel. Been battling Anorexia for years. I'm at a "healthy" weight now, but I think I look like a big fat cow!! I wanna be bone thin again.
Its soo normal unfortunately. Thats part of the disease. Ive struggled for 15 years now... And although im not sick all the time, i still will forever yearn to be at my sickest. And how sad is it that even at our sickest, we probably didnt think we were thin enough? Stay strong!
I struggled with anorexia and bulimia for five years and have been "clean" now for a year. During my ED times I always wished to be at my sickest, and sometimes still now. It sucks.