Is it normal to everyday wish...

I know how you feel. Been battling Anorexia for years. I'm at a "healthy" weight now, but I think I look like a big fat cow!! I wanna be bone thin again.

Perhaps get some help

Its soo normal unfortunately. Thats part of the disease. Ive struggled for 15 years now... And although im not sick all the time, i still will forever yearn to be at my sickest. And how sad is it that even at our sickest, we probably didnt think we were thin enough? Stay strong!

I struggled with anorexia and bulimia for five years and have been "clean" now for a year. During my ED times I always wished to be at my sickest, and sometimes still now. It sucks.