Just what I was going to say, continuing to go on your porch and watch her when you find it arousing is the first step to going down an in humane disgusting path. You can't help your thoughts but you are here now because deep down you know they are wrong and it's wrong to watch her like that. She may look "mature" but mentally she is a child. I would say go to a doctor who can help but out of embarrassment, I can't see you doing that. I would just find a new drinking spot, look in the mirror and decide who you want to be, if you have to justify your thoughts/ actions.. chances are , they are wrong
IIN to enjoy watching a pre-teen hula-hooping?
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Just what I was going to say, continuing to go on your porch and watch her when you find it arousing is the first step to going down an in humane disgusting path. You can't help your thoughts but you are here now because deep down you know they are wrong and it's wrong to watch her like that. She may look "mature" but mentally she is a child. I would say go to a doctor who can help but out of embarrassment, I can't see you doing that. I would just find a new drinking spot, look in the mirror and decide who you want to be, if you have to justify your thoughts/ actions.. chances are , they are wrong