I Have A Life Threatening Ilness Which is Incurable And Will Kill Me In The End --- So I Probably Shouldn't Be Commenting But In A Weired Way I Know What You Mean I Have Spent The Last 20 Yes 20 Your's In and Out Of Intensive Care And Also Just Hospital But Even Though I Hate My Condition/Illness I Too Felt Better When I Was In Hospital It Was A Feeling Of Security Like If I Needed A Blood Transfusion I Would Get One If I Needed An Operation I Would Way Up The Risks Of The Surgery As Opposed To What The Bennifit Was E.G Being Alive And Having Seeing My Neices And Nephews Grow Up And Spendind Time With My Parents And Even Though I Have Had Way Too Many Operations And Transfusions For A 33 Year Old It Is Still Better To Live To See The Things Ive Seen In My Short Life --- But On The Other Hand I Have Made My Will And Last Testament Out And My Plans For What Will Happen After I Die And No I'm Not Having A Burial I'm Going to Get Am Getting Creamated Don't Blame You for feeling the Way You Do After All Everyone Is An Imdivdual Aren't We And Now It Has Come To The Point Where O Have Signed My Life Away I Went To A Soliciters Office Accompanied By Both My Parents And After A Lot Of Interviews and Psych Forms I Have Signed A Form For My Parents To Gove Too The Paramedics And Medical Team To Oficially Terminate Life Support It's Callled A DNR DO NOT RESUSITATE And That Is My Choice Know One Can Take That Choice Away From Me As I'm Sick and Tired Of Living My Life For Other People And Not MySelf ---- Think What You Like I Have Had To Live This Life Not You ????????
Is it normal to enjoy being sick?
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I Have A Life Threatening Ilness Which is Incurable And Will Kill Me In The End --- So I Probably Shouldn't Be Commenting But In A Weired Way I Know What You Mean I Have Spent The Last 20 Yes 20 Your's In and Out Of Intensive Care And Also Just Hospital But Even Though I Hate My Condition/Illness I Too Felt Better When I Was In Hospital It Was A Feeling Of Security Like If I Needed A Blood Transfusion I Would Get One If I Needed An Operation I Would Way Up The Risks Of The Surgery As Opposed To What The Bennifit Was E.G Being Alive And Having Seeing My Neices And Nephews Grow Up And Spendind Time With My Parents And Even Though I Have Had Way Too Many Operations And Transfusions For A 33 Year Old It Is Still Better To Live To See The Things Ive Seen In My Short Life --- But On The Other Hand I Have Made My Will And Last Testament Out And My Plans For What Will Happen After I Die And No I'm Not Having A Burial I'm Going to Get Am Getting Creamated Don't Blame You for feeling the Way You Do After All Everyone Is An Imdivdual Aren't We And Now It Has Come To The Point Where O Have Signed My Life Away I Went To A Soliciters Office Accompanied By Both My Parents And After A Lot Of Interviews and Psych Forms I Have Signed A Form For My Parents To Gove Too The Paramedics And Medical Team To Oficially Terminate Life Support It's Callled A DNR DO NOT RESUSITATE And That Is My Choice Know One Can Take That Choice Away From Me As I'm Sick and Tired Of Living My Life For Other People And Not MySelf ---- Think What You Like I Have Had To Live This Life Not You ????????