Is it normal to enjoy being groped in public as much as i do?

WARNING: Adult experience below, please don't read if it offends you or are under the age of 18

I've taken the subway trains and been in large crowds and have felt the occasional hand brush past me or feel them digging around in my clothes, when i feel them digging around in my clothes trying me out I "encourage" them to get a bit bolder by pushing the part of my body that they are feeling subtly towards their hands so they can get a better feel, one time a groper awkwardly wrapped my panties around my thighs so it was a little awkward to walk and shoved a plug up my butt, and wrapped in my panties in a tight knot was pocket change too... i vaguely recall it feeling different than most the hands that usually were "exploring", and i remember seeing a female behind me in the corner of my eyes at that time.
I've had to clean myself up a bit every so often(you know what i mean), but so far its not been a bad way to get a rush... people sometimes stare since i infrequently slip up and act odd when people are feeling me.