I need to get stronger. Leaner. Find some hidden nodule of inner beauty, like a sad ember, and reignite it. I need to gain skills, learn to love myself (I have been relying on others to do that for me for far too long), and focus on myself. As much as I freaking love that son of a bitch, he drives me crazy and turns me into a horribly jealous, angry, an negative person sometimes. It will be good for us both if that was not the case any more.
It's the first time in years I have truly been alone though. That part makes me sad. And it's like a carpet has been lifted out from under me. He is too good for me and he finally figured it out, so bleh. Time to put a little elbow work into my body and mind and be the finest honey ever to be let go.
It's nice to write my thoughts down into concrete statements. Thank you.
anthy, your a gem. No guy is too good for you, he just wasnt the right guy, thats all. I been thru the same shit, and had my heart stomped on too. But it like you said, its important to love yourself. You seem unusually negative for such a sweet girl. so in my objective opinion. i think this break is good for you. you need to validate yourself, not live to have others do it for you.
You are so nice. Thanks for being nice to a random internet person. I like these old posts because they are much less active...I am sorry you got you heart stomped on. It is no fun!!!
Is it normal to end a relationship due to long distance?
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I need to get stronger. Leaner. Find some hidden nodule of inner beauty, like a sad ember, and reignite it. I need to gain skills, learn to love myself (I have been relying on others to do that for me for far too long), and focus on myself. As much as I freaking love that son of a bitch, he drives me crazy and turns me into a horribly jealous, angry, an negative person sometimes. It will be good for us both if that was not the case any more.
It's the first time in years I have truly been alone though. That part makes me sad. And it's like a carpet has been lifted out from under me. He is too good for me and he finally figured it out, so bleh. Time to put a little elbow work into my body and mind and be the finest honey ever to be let go.
It's nice to write my thoughts down into concrete statements. Thank you.
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anthy, your a gem. No guy is too good for you, he just wasnt the right guy, thats all. I been thru the same shit, and had my heart stomped on too. But it like you said, its important to love yourself. You seem unusually negative for such a sweet girl. so in my objective opinion. i think this break is good for you. you need to validate yourself, not live to have others do it for you.
Also your welcome <3
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You are so nice. Thanks for being nice to a random internet person. I like these old posts because they are much less active...I am sorry you got you heart stomped on. It is no fun!!!
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it comes with the territory, want an omelets gotta crack a few eggs