Whenever something bad happens, all control I have over old demons is gone, and this suicidal, self harming, bulimic crazy chick claws her way out. It would be better if you were dead, you should go cut yourself you worthless POS, yeah, you are fat, how about you go throw up, fattie, go die in a rotting hole, no one loves you, you are not worthy. Barf. Go back in your cage, *smosh voice* biiitch! Half of me wonders if others have this problem but I am positive it is normal.
most do, to one degree or another, i just know someone was there, when i was truly alone and lost, so anytime i can be their for a "FRIEND" (your not just a random person, your my buddy) I will gladly be there for them
You seem pretty grounded to me :) it is hard to imagine you as anything other than silly and kind. If I ever publish my book, I'll be sure to put you in the acknowledgments section.
It seems like everyone goes through a lost and sucky phase in life, if not many. It's just a phase...it will make me a better person...the things I have done in my life led me here and I can't change them, just learn from them. I am glad you had someone. I now realize these phases suck asshole without someone to talk to.
im only grounded after flappy birding my ass all over the emotional spectrum. im still a hot head, i mean im a quarter Irish after all. But any time you need me anthy <3
yeah that someone was my old friend from high school. She was there to talk to me when i was at my lowest, and also invited me to her wedding that she was having back here. it a long story though. maybe if you want i'll tell you later, for now i need my Z's. =D Night night
I need to get stronger. Leaner. Find some hidden nodule of inner beauty, like a sad ember, and reignite it. I need to gain skills, learn to love myself (I have been relying on others to do that for me for far too long), and focus on myself. As much as I freaking love that son of a bitch, he drives me crazy and turns me into a horribly jealous, angry, an negative person sometimes. It will be good for us both if that was not the case any more.
It's the first time in years I have truly been alone though. That part makes me sad. And it's like a carpet has been lifted out from under me. He is too good for me and he finally figured it out, so bleh. Time to put a little elbow work into my body and mind and be the finest honey ever to be let go.
It's nice to write my thoughts down into concrete statements. Thank you.
anthy, your a gem. No guy is too good for you, he just wasnt the right guy, thats all. I been thru the same shit, and had my heart stomped on too. But it like you said, its important to love yourself. You seem unusually negative for such a sweet girl. so in my objective opinion. i think this break is good for you. you need to validate yourself, not live to have others do it for you.
You are so nice. Thanks for being nice to a random internet person. I like these old posts because they are much less active...I am sorry you got you heart stomped on. It is no fun!!!
Is it normal to end a relationship due to long distance?
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Whenever something bad happens, all control I have over old demons is gone, and this suicidal, self harming, bulimic crazy chick claws her way out. It would be better if you were dead, you should go cut yourself you worthless POS, yeah, you are fat, how about you go throw up, fattie, go die in a rotting hole, no one loves you, you are not worthy. Barf. Go back in your cage, *smosh voice* biiitch! Half of me wonders if others have this problem but I am positive it is normal.
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most do, to one degree or another, i just know someone was there, when i was truly alone and lost, so anytime i can be their for a "FRIEND" (your not just a random person, your my buddy) I will gladly be there for them
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You seem pretty grounded to me :) it is hard to imagine you as anything other than silly and kind. If I ever publish my book, I'll be sure to put you in the acknowledgments section.
It seems like everyone goes through a lost and sucky phase in life, if not many. It's just a phase...it will make me a better person...the things I have done in my life led me here and I can't change them, just learn from them. I am glad you had someone. I now realize these phases suck asshole without someone to talk to.
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im only grounded after flappy birding my ass all over the emotional spectrum. im still a hot head, i mean im a quarter Irish after all. But any time you need me anthy <3
yeah that someone was my old friend from high school. She was there to talk to me when i was at my lowest, and also invited me to her wedding that she was having back here. it a long story though. maybe if you want i'll tell you later, for now i need my Z's. =D Night night
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Goodnight. :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA-8H2LmCb4
Biiiitch!
I need to do something productive...
I need to get stronger. Leaner. Find some hidden nodule of inner beauty, like a sad ember, and reignite it. I need to gain skills, learn to love myself (I have been relying on others to do that for me for far too long), and focus on myself. As much as I freaking love that son of a bitch, he drives me crazy and turns me into a horribly jealous, angry, an negative person sometimes. It will be good for us both if that was not the case any more.
It's the first time in years I have truly been alone though. That part makes me sad. And it's like a carpet has been lifted out from under me. He is too good for me and he finally figured it out, so bleh. Time to put a little elbow work into my body and mind and be the finest honey ever to be let go.
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anthy, your a gem. No guy is too good for you, he just wasnt the right guy, thats all. I been thru the same shit, and had my heart stomped on too. But it like you said, its important to love yourself. You seem unusually negative for such a sweet girl. so in my objective opinion. i think this break is good for you. you need to validate yourself, not live to have others do it for you.
Also your welcome <3
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You are so nice. Thanks for being nice to a random internet person. I like these old posts because they are much less active...I am sorry you got you heart stomped on. It is no fun!!!
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it comes with the territory, want an omelets gotta crack a few eggs