I was always obsessed with mine from about 4 on! She was drop dead gorgeous and she and everyone else knew it. She loved it that other men wanted her and I didn't like it. My parents were swingers although we never knew it. I would climb in be with her many times and love all over her. I always felt that I was doing something nasty but how if it feels so natural and good. My parents divorced after 10 years and my mom had a boyfriend that was married. On New Years eve when I was 14 she had gotten really drunk because she was mad that he didn't spend the New Years eve with her. She had bought for me a half pint of slow gin and I took a half of Quaalude from her purse also. I had always wanted to make love to her and on that night I did 3 times while she slept. I so wanted her to wake and feel how beautiful she had felt to me. The only thing that bother me was that she couldn't have said no. It was for me a beautiful, positive, experience that exceeded my greatest fantasies of her. Eventually I told her of what I had done and how I felt about it. She was embarrassed thinking she had engaged in it not remembering. The place that I had told her offered little privacy and many distractions. she asked me not to talk to her about there so I stopped. Before I departed I quietly made sure that understood that she had done nothing wrong and with that our conversation ended. I remember that wasn't freaked, or grossed out by it in fact I sensed that if anything she had seemed a little excited but scared that someone might hear. I would loved to have discussed it with her further but I AM still not sure she wants me to. I have examined myself many times for my thoughts & actions. I needed to know that I AM not bad, nasty, evil for what I have felt and done. I studied all of our species globally removing social constructs, & customs to see what is universally true of this human species. What I found let me know that I AM normal far more then anyone knows or would be willing to admit. Sigmund Freud the father of psycho analysis said that every boy wants to fuck his mother but doesn't because he is afraid that his father would castrate him. He was not crazy in this hypothesis and my own findings bare out almost just that. I would have to argue that he boy wants to make love with his mother not merely fuck her. I would also argue that it's more society & mom's consent that he afraid of. For a chance to make love to his mother he would almost take dad on! LOL Anyway I will always love her because she is a beautiful soul and she is my mother!
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I was always obsessed with mine from about 4 on! She was drop dead gorgeous and she and everyone else knew it. She loved it that other men wanted her and I didn't like it. My parents were swingers although we never knew it. I would climb in be with her many times and love all over her. I always felt that I was doing something nasty but how if it feels so natural and good. My parents divorced after 10 years and my mom had a boyfriend that was married. On New Years eve when I was 14 she had gotten really drunk because she was mad that he didn't spend the New Years eve with her. She had bought for me a half pint of slow gin and I took a half of Quaalude from her purse also. I had always wanted to make love to her and on that night I did 3 times while she slept. I so wanted her to wake and feel how beautiful she had felt to me. The only thing that bother me was that she couldn't have said no. It was for me a beautiful, positive, experience that exceeded my greatest fantasies of her. Eventually I told her of what I had done and how I felt about it. She was embarrassed thinking she had engaged in it not remembering. The place that I had told her offered little privacy and many distractions. she asked me not to talk to her about there so I stopped. Before I departed I quietly made sure that understood that she had done nothing wrong and with that our conversation ended. I remember that wasn't freaked, or grossed out by it in fact I sensed that if anything she had seemed a little excited but scared that someone might hear. I would loved to have discussed it with her further but I AM still not sure she wants me to. I have examined myself many times for my thoughts & actions. I needed to know that I AM not bad, nasty, evil for what I have felt and done. I studied all of our species globally removing social constructs, & customs to see what is universally true of this human species. What I found let me know that I AM normal far more then anyone knows or would be willing to admit. Sigmund Freud the father of psycho analysis said that every boy wants to fuck his mother but doesn't because he is afraid that his father would castrate him. He was not crazy in this hypothesis and my own findings bare out almost just that. I would have to argue that he boy wants to make love with his mother not merely fuck her. I would also argue that it's more society & mom's consent that he afraid of. For a chance to make love to his mother he would almost take dad on! LOL Anyway I will always love her because she is a beautiful soul and she is my mother!