Is it normal to do this?
This is really embarrassing admitting this,but I love to touch women I know( one's I have a attraction for) to see what happens. I am really hesitant to do this because I feel their going to get upset and hit me. I end up finding out that doesn't happen. Most of time they end up touching me back. I find it kind of fascinating because it seems like if I initiate a touch they will touch me back. I don't know I feel sick admitting this sense people see me as a very vanilla person. Do I have a problem?