Is it normal to dislike yourself so much?
I try and I try to hype up my self-esteem, and I do want to hate self-pitying myself. But no matter what, whenever I get happy about some aspect of myself, something happens to make me feel depressed.
I always thought I had the worst features possible; I thought I was smart, but then I see others do way better than me in school, and I thought I had great friends, but it seems like people don't like talking to me. Is this normal?