Is it normal to dislike your family but still care?

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I really do not like my family. When they touch me I want to burn myself, when they eat something I ate I find myself wanting to throw it up, when they act certain ways or use certain phrases I want to rip my skin off... I don't understand how everything they do can make me want to hurt myself so much!!!! And to top it all off I still care about their feelings! So even if I don't love them as family I still care if I hurt them! Like if I called a stranger ugly I would feel bad, it's just like that! If I said how I felt I would feel bad but they buy me thins and do so much! What is it? I hate when they show me affection and I hate myself for everything! I want to die but I don't want to hurt them... I can imagine what it would feel like to lose a daughter, I would want them to live and think about me rather than be the terrible thing I am.

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  • IsItNormalItaly
    6 years ago

    Normal. Some will hate their family to the bone but profess that they still love them. It can sound confusing and it might sound nonsensical but deep down this is a family that you share blood with. You'll always love them on the deepest surfaces of your heart even if you hate their guts.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    Are you ashamed of them, maybe you're ashamed of your family?

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