Is it normal to dislike your family but still care?

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I really do not like my family. When they touch me I want to burn myself, when they eat something I ate I find myself wanting to throw it up, when they act certain ways or use certain phrases I want to rip my skin off... I don't understand how everything they do can make me want to hurt myself so much!!!! And to top it all off I still care about their feelings! So even if I don't love them as family I still care if I hurt them! Like if I called a stranger ugly I would feel bad, it's just like that! If I said how I felt I would feel bad but they buy me thins and do so much! What is it? I hate when they show me affection and I hate myself for everything! I want to die but I don't want to hurt them... I can imagine what it would feel like to lose a daughter, I would want them to live and think about me rather than be the terrible thing I am.

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  • IsItNormalItaly
    6 years ago | pl

    Normal. Some will hate their family to the bone but profess that they still love them. It can sound confusing and it might sound nonsensical but deep down this is a family that you share blood with. You'll always love them on the deepest surfaces of your heart even if you hate their guts.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago | pl

    Are you ashamed of them, maybe you're ashamed of your family?

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