Is it normal to destroy your creation and make something new?

Given I get treated like an evil doer I destroyed it and will destroy everything I already destroyed, and destroy it again to make sure it's gone. I disowned 4 people in my life: brother David Fenwick, Aunty Moosh, Diarn, and my dad, and I'll continue to disown you until you learn to treat me the way I asked to be treated. I want to kill it, I even hate it, and want to grind it to the dust by never talking to those people again. I'm trying to create a natural, 100% good and nice world for I am God, as God destroys his creation and recreates it. Everyone is suspected of evil, don't let it happen to you. Is that normal?