Is it normal to desire horrible accidents?

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Okay, I'm not suicidal or anything, but often times I start to think about/ desire accidents like getting horribly injured in a car crash, a house fire, a shooting, a rape, cancer, ect. I imagine how much sympathy and attention I would recieve, and how nice it would feel. I picture people crying over my death, people that didn't pay much attention to me while I was alive. Now that I try and explain it, I realize that I sound really crazy, but I actually mean it. Does anyone else experience these thouths?

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  • Karmasbitch
    10 years ago | pl

    Yes!! I feel like this constantly!
    I can even be kind of self destructive, but I don't want to do anything purposely because then no one would care.
    But I definitely relate to this!!

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  • Hottigene
    10 years ago | pl

    It sounds like your unhappy because you think people dont care about you and the only way they will if you get hurt badly or Die thats not good to feel this way I know you dont know me but I Care I hope you get some Love in your life and start feeling Better.

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  • OllyDude
    10 years ago | pl

    Omg I thought I was the only one I do this all the time!

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  • Verity
    10 years ago | pl

    Try having some intensely enjoyable experiences like playing with a child, so that you wouldn't crave drama.

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  • headwall
    10 years ago | pl

    You just want something happening in your life to make it more like a film, so you can really test your character and weirdly get satisfaction from the event.

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  • iheartu2013
    10 years ago | pl

    Me too......selfish though... :(

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