IIN to cry and let your emotions out all at once... like this?

I really can't help it when this happens, my life is kinda screwed up at the moment, know one knows this happens to me and there is no way I can tell anyone, so this is just my way of letting out my feelings, if I don't it just builds up inside me until I can't take it anymore, and then... I don't know... I'd probably explode, or maybe implode, either way, someone's gonna get hurt, probably me....