Is it normal to believe god is persecuting me? persecutory delusion?

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I am seriously worried that this belief that God is always out to hurt me, is fixated. I was raised as a Christian, and I suppose I relied heavily on God to get me through my teenage years. (I'm 20 now)
In my head, God has forsaken me, never answering me or helping me, and I am unable to stop believing that he exists, but rather that he chooses to ignore me and let me suffer.

It's gotten a bit real at times when I thought I was his adversary, destined to oppose him, as the antichrist.

I think if anyone was to tell me that bad things happen to everyone, I don't think this deep-rooted belief will go away. When I get angry next I'd still blame God for hurting/upsetting me.

I don't mean to offend any believers who believe God is good and benevolent.

No this isn't a troll. Just wanting feedback.

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  • freakyman69
    3 years ago

    Youre just one of the billions of people on earth. why would god single you out? you're not that important my friend.

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  • RoseIsabella
    3 years ago

    Why do you believe all of this?

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