Is it normal to be turned on by something that makes you mourn?
I was watching some Human Centipede scenes and I was very freaked out, I'm still crying about it 30 minutes later and I only watched about 4 seconds of it. I know its fiction and only a film but I'm so heartbroken for those poor people and I'm so sickened by it,, but a part of me is aroused?
I'm so confused, and the arousal makes me think about it, but thinking about it makes me cry and mourn..
What do I do?