Is it normal to be truely alone in the world?

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Hello world , ive always been alone while 21 ive never really had a mother she hated me for sending away my dad at age of 8 than turned all siblings against me and exploited my unfortunate experience to others such as landlords and her boyfriends everyone including teachers. anywho all of my family on both sides have shown no love at all and ive accepted that. but i have no friends because in highschool they turned there back on me .. cuttme off.. after a long four years of loyality..because in freshman year i dated a man for a week and senior year one of those friends met him and i did not mind who cares right anywho they all did . Next thing my mom gets cancer and dies. Me being loving by herside. unfortuantly im on the streets without anyone without a home or friends just myself. Dont misunderstand this but ive reached out to them for help (without response) and im 21 youngest of five kids barely making my way alone in this very cold world. There are hardly space in shelters. sometimes i befriend people who seek to help me and become friends but there interest is not a fair trade of helping me ...with housing while i clean and give foodstamps and look for work. before i know it these friends try to cross boundaries and touch me and stuff. but im all alone. trying to make it in this world without guidance is that normal ?

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  • WorldForAll
    5 years ago

    shelter takes all your money too. also i forgot to mention when my mom died my dad got out and i forgave him we started a father and daughter relationship the normal way but he got me hooked on drugs and than abondaned me ;THREE long years of a dillusioned soul ..anywho really only one year on the streets 17 (WITH DAD drugged out AFTER MOM DIED )20 years old he abandoned me now streets

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    • RoseIsabella
      5 years ago

      That's horrible!

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  • WorldForAll
    5 years ago

    i appreciate your non judgemental views thank you i wont give up hope everyone has a great day xoxo megan

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  • nikkiclaire
    5 years ago

    I was homeless after leaving my dreadful family. I managed to pull myself up. It can be done. Have faith and never give up.

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  • WorldForAll
    5 years ago

    thank you guys

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  • RoseIsabella
    5 years ago

    You're family sounds awful! I'm assuming that your father molested you, and that's why he was sent away? Your mother, and siblings probably hated on you, because they were most likely in denial about your father's degeneracy.

    Is there any history of substance abuse in your family? No doubt they sound very dysfunctional and toxic. I think you should check out the twelve step program of Adult Children of Alcoholics and Dysfunctional Families!

    https://adultchildren.org/

    I'm sorry that all of these things have happened to you, dear heart! If I were you I would stay away from your father. You can forgive him, but forgiveness need not include reconciliation especially in a case like yours. Denial runs deep, and it ain't just a river in Egypt!

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  • brutus
    5 years ago

    Yes its normal. I'm fighting my family. Looking for any chance I can get to kill them all.

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