i seriously don't think i have high self esteem, like i said these thoughts i have about being better than others are always contradicted. I do smoke a lot of cannabis and have done for a few years, but that's my way of coping and as sad as it sounds, it's what i'm totally committed to. i'm lonely because i withdrew myself, nobody left me. ah well, i guess i should just sort this out on my own instead of asking for help from people who don't know me and don't really know my exact situation... :)
is it normal to be this way? :(
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i seriously don't think i have high self esteem, like i said these thoughts i have about being better than others are always contradicted. I do smoke a lot of cannabis and have done for a few years, but that's my way of coping and as sad as it sounds, it's what i'm totally committed to. i'm lonely because i withdrew myself, nobody left me. ah well, i guess i should just sort this out on my own instead of asking for help from people who don't know me and don't really know my exact situation... :)