Is it normal to be this self destructive

I constantly do really stupid things, im 18 and a good student but sometimes i just lose control. I drink alot and have unprotected sex .. I also don't really show emotions and i always end up regretting everything i do but I still do it again. I also have suicidal tendencies and extreme mood swings

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  • VioletTrees

    It's not terribly uncommon, but it's very serious. See a doctor as soon as possible. If you're in college, there should be free counselling, and they deal with this sort of thing a lot.

    I'm very, very concerned about your suicidal tendencies, in particular. Please see a doctor or therapist as soon as possible. If they ask if it's an emergency (which is usually the policy at mental health clinics, in my experience), tell them yes. If you're having thoughts of suicide, that is an emergency.

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  • Gabsta01

    Bi polar maybe....

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  • "I also don't really show emotions"

    "I also have suicidal tendencies and extreme mood swings"

    HUGE CONTRADICTION.

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  • emilydoll

    Hormones

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  • musiceater

    That's nothing..I've done it to the point now that I have heart disease from pounding so much damn pills and booze and I'm 18

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