Is it normal to be this retarded when deprived of sleep?
If i haven't slept well the night before (less than 5 hours), hours before crashing completely, i forget words that were very familiar, or confuse words that sound alike but have totally different meanings, can't crunch simple numbers, can't pay attention, can't do a lot of simple things.
I find it extremely hard to find words or a proper use for them, thus end up making a complete idiot out of myself.
I think I am also an insomniac, as i keep moving around for hours before falling asleep, almost every night, regardless of how tired i am. During this time i get completely RANDOM thoughts, traveling very fast through my mind like they're not mine, keeping me awake. I feel like my brain is slowly degenerating, turning to mush or something, and it's very frustrating and scary at the same time. Ever felt like this?