Is it normal to be this paranoid about a diary entry

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Recently, My room mate found my diary. I kept it well hidden but for some reason, she found it while cleaning our room.. Well, I don't usually write in it every day but I do write the most important events of my life in there.

I've always thought it was rude for anybody to read someone else's diary without asking for permission but I could never find the heart to hate my roomie for reading it.

And she found the most embarrassing bit I wrote there and told me that she read it. Her amused face didn't help me feel any better :( I wanted to cry the moment I found out.

I really want to hate her for knowing about that. But like I said, I could never hate her.. But the thought of her knowing about it gives me the weirdest feelings. It's like I want to cry and laugh and get angry.. all at the same time. I can't ever stop thinking about it.

I would do anything to make her forget about it but whenever we talk or see each other, I feel as if she's thinking about it and that she's laughing in her mind and would explode in laughter when I'm not around anymore.

:(

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  • Stupidlookingguy
    13 years ago | pl

    When I write in my dairy, I'll always be fearful of someone reading it some time later. I'll constantly be thinking to myself "What if someone sees this? What will they think?". I don't think I can trust my family 'cause I know that they'll open and read it if my dairy is put in their hands. Thus, I stopped writing anymore!

    In your case, I think that it's normal to be so insecure about it. You know that your roommate has read what you wrote and naturally, you'll be thinking and feeling like how you do. Just try to get over it and of course, with some time.

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  • Jen118584
    13 years ago | pl

    Your roommate is a bitch. That is such an immature thing to do, not to mention a completely invasion of your privacy. To be honest, I wouldn't trust someone like that with any aspect of my life. Don't let her walk all over you, and don't be afraid to tell her you're upset about it. She sounds like she needs someone to put her in her place and you should be the one to do it. You don't have to hate her, but you have a right to be angry with her, and you should be. She betrayed your trust, your privacy, and your humanity by reading your most intimate and private thoughts.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    OMG! possibly the funniest typo EVER @ stupidlookingguy!!! Hahaha hands on my dairy! Roflmfao!!!!
    I think I typed that right...... Rofl lmfao if I didn't! Haha

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  • Midnightshadow54
    12 years ago | pl

    I'm too lazy to write in a diary. I kind of always wanted to, but I can't bring myself into it /:
    But if I found a diary of some one else's, I'll admit that it's hard to resist skimming through it. Especially if you're curius to know what they may have written about you. I would probably force myself to stash it back where it was. Even if, for some stupid reason, I did read it, and found something out that was very personal, I wouldn't have the heart to tell them about how I saw it. I would have to keep that a secret because I wouldn't want to hurt them. Some things are better left unsaid.
    You have every right to feel insecure about this whole ordeal. I hope it passes over for you soon. She can't hold onto it forever.

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