Is it normal to be this angry at my family? esp. at a kid?
One of my sisters lives with us, she has two kids and both are girls. I love the other one a WHOLE LOT more than the other. I know it's unfair but I really hate the other one with a fucking passion. She's the only one, out of all my nieces, that I hate. I used to treat her equally with the other, before she started throwing massive tantrums for the stupidest reasons, taking my things and destroying them (or not returning them), talking shit about me and talking shit to me even though I don't even talk to her, shouts every time she opens her mouth and annoys the hell out of me every time. I avoid her at all costs but she lives with us so I don't have a choice but to see her on a daily basis. I love most children, and I can usually tolerate annoying ones, but her. not her. I wanna hurt her so bad because she has done so many things to me that I cannot just over look, I feel really murderous sometimes but I would never hurt her of course, even though I really want to. She's 7 years old now, she should at least know how to think because she's fucking 7 years old.
I wish they'd move out. They've been living with us for 7 whole years now. My parents aren't pleased that my sister, her husband, and kids live with us but they don't do anything about it. I throw hints here and there and they should move out and I've talked to my parents that I'm not pleased that they are still here after 7 years. I am still underage (in my country, although I am 19) so as much as I'd love to live on my own, I still can't. My country's laws would not permit me to live on my own. But I really want to get away from them, from my sister (I hate her because she's not moving out and she never takes care of her Children. When she's at home and not at work, all she does is sleep and let my mother take care of her children), I hate her husband, for the same reasons. I hate my parents, my mom most especially, because she says that she wants them out of the house but whenever I try to tell them to move out, she shuts me up and tells me not to say anything.
I love my other niece a lot and I would really miss her if they move, but I wouldn't mind not seeing her as much as I do now as long as I don't see the other brat.
I know I probably did not make any sense because it just sounds like I'm ranting here, but seriously. I hate her, I hate them, except my other niece and my brother. How do I cope with this when I can't even do anything about it? Or is there something that I can do and I just haven't thought about it.. And is it normal to be this angry at a 7-year-old kid? I can tolerate the other people (I mean my other family who lives with me), but not her. I mean, I can totally be okay with them living here just as long as she's out of the picture. I don't want her dead, I just want her to not have anything to do with me. If I haven't made it clear, I REALLY REALLY HATE HER.