I did that before, got so tired of being hurt by other people, that I hardened my heart and prayed to God for me not to feel pain. Then I became "flat", no affect. I had to pretend to have emotion just like you!! Just pray for God to soften your heart ,(that is if you want to feel emotion). But it could lead to some types of psychiatric disorder or depression. Sound like your mind knows whats right but your body can't follow. So try to fix it before your brain gets that way too and you really become emotionless! Hope it works out for you.
Is it normal to be such an inhuman bitch?
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I did that before, got so tired of being hurt by other people, that I hardened my heart and prayed to God for me not to feel pain. Then I became "flat", no affect. I had to pretend to have emotion just like you!! Just pray for God to soften your heart ,(that is if you want to feel emotion). But it could lead to some types of psychiatric disorder or depression. Sound like your mind knows whats right but your body can't follow. So try to fix it before your brain gets that way too and you really become emotionless! Hope it works out for you.