I don't think you sound like an asshole. You probably just like the attention. It sounds like you love your girl very much and had no intention of hurting her. Getting emotional about it clearly indicates to me that you have acknowledged it and are feeling guilty about enjoying the company of other women. But guilt is a useless emotion. Try to figure out why you kept going back for more. What did you want from these interactions? What weren't you getting from your girlfriend? This is very far from a major psychological issue, unless there is more to your story that you aren't telling. Sounds more like a growing pang.
Is it normal to be such an asshole?
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I don't think you sound like an asshole. You probably just like the attention. It sounds like you love your girl very much and had no intention of hurting her. Getting emotional about it clearly indicates to me that you have acknowledged it and are feeling guilty about enjoying the company of other women. But guilt is a useless emotion. Try to figure out why you kept going back for more. What did you want from these interactions? What weren't you getting from your girlfriend? This is very far from a major psychological issue, unless there is more to your story that you aren't telling. Sounds more like a growing pang.