Is it normal to be straight but be into gay stuff
Not good with coming up with title names.
When it comes to orientation, I consider myself straight, and romantically only interested in women. However for a pretty long time now (at least the past year or so), I've been really into gay porn and shit.
I've been looking at porn since I was like 12ish years old (I've seen stuff before that, but in terms of actively searching for it, around 12). Am almost 24 now, and I still look at porn a lot, it simply being something I find interesting and like seeing new things. I very rarely looked at anything gay in the past (only on a few occasions out of curiosity i guess) however for a good while now, not sure how long, at least the past year, I've started viewing straight up gay porn a lot more. Now of days when it comes to looking up porn I look at both types of it.
The thing is, I consider myself straight and don't know if i'd consider myself bi or anything like that (I find the thought of romantically being with a dude completely disgusting). But despite that I really want to try having sex with a man. That's way easier said than done, I'm not just going to go out and do it with some stranger, i wouldn't even know where to begin. One person I've been wanting to try it with is my best bud that I've known since we were like 7. when we were younger we experimented with things like kids typically do. The last time we tried things was when I was 13 or 14, in which we did try having sex, however I didn't know much about how men do it, and couldn't get it in. to this day we're still best buds, but he stopped letting me try things since back then.
so pretty much, is it normal for someone that considers themselves straight to want to try out gay sex? :/