Is it normal to be sexually attracted to someone young
So my crush is 19 years old, and I am 20, almost 21. He and I are not talking anymore, but I can't help but wonder how awkward it must feel for him. He is a teenager while I am a lady (physically speaking.) I am curvy, tall and built, he's so slim, a bit my height and he is childish, cutely childish. Sometimes I think that I love him as a son for the simple reason that everyone says that, but though he has nothing sexually attractive, I am attracted to him in that area. It might be a matter of pheromones only, b-but. I like him, well, this is what freaked him out. I bet if he ever fantasized about me, he must have had imagined me raping him, because that is how much I am bigger than him. Ps, he is my classmate.