If it’s any consolation I’ve had graphic dreams of beating people I know to death when I have no intention of really doing so. Also when I was 14 I dreamed I had sex with a chubby little 11 year-old who looked 9, I kept seeing her pudgy childish face at school and being disgusted that my brain had mixed her and sex together. But I felt no actual attraction to her, I’m actually asexual. Our dreams are just crazy and sickening sometimes. Having a messed up dream does not mean you are a messed up person.
I wouldnt go spouting personal stories/dreams like that unless you want to be put on a list somewhere.
I'm probably on a list for "dangerous thinking" when it's just me asking questions and hypotheticals in chemistry. That's better than being put on a "potential pedo" list... if that even exists.
Would 11 and 14 count as pedophillia? As I said in the comment I felt no attraction to the girl and was repulsed by the nightmare. It was just an example of how twisted up dreams can be.
At the end of the day it's still a dream. Hopefully the brain was just playing out the "pedophile" scenario just to simulate it. With that much repulsion towards the dream I dont think you need to worry about actually committing it.
Is it normal to be scared of children?
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I dreamt where I raped children and I then killed them. I'm sorry I didn't clarify.
I feel horrified to look at them since that dream.
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That must have been incredibly disturbing.
If it’s any consolation I’ve had graphic dreams of beating people I know to death when I have no intention of really doing so. Also when I was 14 I dreamed I had sex with a chubby little 11 year-old who looked 9, I kept seeing her pudgy childish face at school and being disgusted that my brain had mixed her and sex together. But I felt no actual attraction to her, I’m actually asexual. Our dreams are just crazy and sickening sometimes. Having a messed up dream does not mean you are a messed up person.
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I wouldnt go spouting personal stories/dreams like that unless you want to be put on a list somewhere.
I'm probably on a list for "dangerous thinking" when it's just me asking questions and hypotheticals in chemistry. That's better than being put on a "potential pedo" list... if that even exists.
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Would 11 and 14 count as pedophillia? As I said in the comment I felt no attraction to the girl and was repulsed by the nightmare. It was just an example of how twisted up dreams can be.
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Let's just say I had a similar but worse, dream but I threw up after waking.
It's just hard to comfort other people who have had those fucked up dreams too. I am relieved that other people had those dreams before.
Yeah that's an understandable fucked up dream.
At the end of the day it's still a dream. Hopefully the brain was just playing out the "pedophile" scenario just to simulate it. With that much repulsion towards the dream I dont think you need to worry about actually committing it.