Is it normal to be proud this way?
I'm partially disappointed when people don't follow me (e.g. my religion or my good ideas, but some of my ideas are popular and people are proud of this), but the way I am, clushy (a posh style I invented), I'm proud of this. And the way I'm different, cool and child-like, my heart swells with pride. I'm a very proud person, I take pride in being genius with everything I do, I'm proud that my ability is beyond the acceptable limits of logic, and I take pride in being a philosopher. I'm religious, anti-Christian and proud of it, I hate Jesus and Christianity, Jesus on a cross gives me the creeps, I can't handle it, how can a Christian be that brave? I want nothing to do with that awful man. And no, I'm not pro-Jesus, I just look like Jesus, looks are deceiving. I take great pride in choosing strange things, and being an übersexual, is this normal?